| its not about revenge, its just something that i do |
[Thursday
March 22nd, 2007 at 8:54pm] |
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i never get on here anymore.
i feel cool. except i still live on myspace.a
anyway. eating delicious tofu and noodles and going to go take a shower sooon.
life rocks. i've never been so happy.
cool. well thats all.
xoxo
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| still three shy |
[Monday
February 26th, 2007 at 9:58pm] |
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mein sein virginia jetzt! |
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woo, my life has pretty much sucked lately. All last week I felt like shit, I left school early Tuesday and stayed home Wednesday. Had a shitty Thursday and Friday. Then drug myself through Saturday, only to find out that Joe has a new girlfriend on Sunday. Freaked out, called everyone I could think of calling, no one answered. So I calmed down. Only to get to school today and feel straight up NAUSEA every time I saw him. Whatever fuck him with a rake. Plz.
Blah blah. The usual. I suck, boys sucks, life sucks. I hate everything, as usual. Yeah I'm stressed out. Nothing has changed. Same old shit. New day. Suhweet. Gonna go do something cool now.
xoxo
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| new screenname |
[Saturday
February 24th, 2007 at 3:11pm] |
add hellooooo0 nurse on aim
updatez later
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| i love muh chick |
[Monday
February 19th, 2007 at 8:03pm] |
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Modern Swinger The Pink Spiders |
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Is it sad that I update my myspace blog more than this thing?
Yeah, the only thing that has changed since I last updated is that my valentine was not better than your's was lol. Thaats right ladies and gents. Joe has "put me on hold" for another girl who is, IN MY PERSONAL OPINION [which probably doesn't matter], is not as attractive as me she could be. One word: MORON. I am full of myself, thanks for asking.
Oh well, I have so many things to do within the next few months that I probably shouldn't have a boyfriend for. But also lots of things that it would be nice to have a boyfriend for. Hah. I'm not going to lie. It hurts :[ rofl.
Other than that... nothing fantastic has happened lately. Just a lot of shit that I wish wasn't happening to me and everyone. FUCKING BLACK HISTORY MONTH. Anyway, thats all I have to say. Peacee.
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| granted i'm a cool, sexy, vampire fighting guy, but nonetheless. |
[Monday
January 29th, 2007 at 5:46am] |
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Wooo! I'm at Molly's house and it's almost 6am. Why is it I never sleep at Molly's? I have no idea.
I really need to update this shit more often. I always do soo many interesting things that I need to update about. But ehh not really. I'll work on that.
Exams all sucked, I studied my ass off for my Biology midterm and I don't know what I got but I'm hoping its good. I got a 92 on math, which isn't a surprise, i'm the queen of integrated math lmao. I got a 75 on my German exam which sucks but I didn't study nearly as much as I should have so I did better than expected. Atleast I passed.
I'm totally fucked on the rest of them, however. I didn't study for journalism, which isn't a big deal because it wasn't really that hard but I already am failing that class to the max. Not good. I didn't study for World History at ALL and I know I can't get better than a C or maybe a low B because I didn't answer most of the short answers, which were worth five points each. So i'm screwed. But I didn't study for the test we took right before the exam and I got an 86 on that which just goes to show i'm a fucking genius. English is what the fuck bad and Gym I filled in answers because I fucking hate that class and the only answers I knew were the ones about drugs. HMM THATS A GOOD STRATEGY, DO DRUGS ATLEAST YOU'LL PASS HEALTH CLASS :D
So I'm definetly not doing so well in school, I've been really lazy and really pre-occupied lately. So I'm really working on getting back on task and now it's second semester so we're going to be changing everything around and starting everything new. So, I guess thats a good thing. I tried to do that at New Years but we came back and started studying for exams so blaaah x_X
So, I spent the night at Niki's house last night with her and Jessi and almost Molly, but God was calling her and she had to go to church :/ Jamie fucking broke up with Niki for ANOTHER GIRL. I don't understand how you can kiss one girl and leave the girl you've been dating for a year and a half for her, but then again I kind of do but blah thats not what we're talking about. I hope dies the slowest, most painful death that anyone can ever endure. What a worthless piece of fuck.
AND I have a valentine who is better than yoouur valentine <3
go to my myspace and comment on my sweet new pictures, negros.
<3<3<3
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| dont tell me that you're off to see the world... |
[Monday
January 22nd, 2007 at 10:10pm] |
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Gah, I am wide awake and I have exam starting at 8:50 tomorrow morning. It's only 10:11 but I can see myself staying up for a while.
I haven't eaten all day. I feel fine. My lips are dry as hell and it's freezing in this house.
Anyway, back to the exams. I studied for my biology exam for two hours earlier, and i'm a mathematician! i don't need to study for that, well maybe a couple of things.
A lot of things have happened since I last updated.. and I wish i could say something about all of them but i don't have the time. I wish I could bring myself to update this shit more. I guess on my third journal I just don't care as much anymore.
I'm actually almost afraid to even try to go to sleep. If I can't achieve maximum sleepage, i'll probably freak out and be really mad tomorrow.
This is the most pointless, doped up post I've ever typed. I'm patting myself on the shoulder.
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| hold up WAITAMINUTE put a little love in it! |
[Sunday
January 14th, 2007 at 12:59pm] |
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Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn hellogoodbye |
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So I need to shave my legs. Just so you all know :[
MOLLY IS HERE and yesterday we went to Metal Linner after we got rid of Alicia because she sucks :[ Any'tway, we went to Maria's and we got all metal and we were pretty sweet about it. We went to Target and got in trouble. Charlotte bought me a BACKPACK? yeah she did ;]
Anyway. After that Molly and I went to my house and ate sehr lecker fake chicken and facon sammiches. Then we went to Niki's to spend the night. We chillaxed on the trampoline and then we went in to have girly sleepoverness but Doug said we couldn't spend the night so FUCK YOU DOUG. And then we put nasty face masks on and painted our toenails and Niki plucked mine und Molly's eyebrows. fucking sweet, right?
anyway thats all I have to say and Joe totally still hasn't texted me back yet D:<
CHARLOTTE SEND ME THOSE PICTURES?! - Molly
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| you were talking in your sleep |
[Monday
January 8th, 2007 at 2:12pm] |
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talking in your sleep space cowboy |
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I woke up this morning to go to school and wow. Definitely couldn't make it there without dying or something. It feels like I might have the flu... but I don't really have a cold? Idk. All i know is that I feel like fucking hell, my head hurts and i'm tired and my stomach hurts too.
Welll I hope I'm better tomorrow, because I have to go to school. If I don't.. then I'll probably be stressed to no end for fucking days. I JUST got back into it from being out the LAST time.. and that was like three months ago.
Annnd on top of all of that, I have problems to deal with outside of school.. like friends.. and boyfriends.. and boyfriend's friends. I'm supposed to be a queen but I feel unimportant compared to his other problems? I guess he just won't have time for me. Fucking awesome :|
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| fucking hell molly is 4am |
[Sunday
January 7th, 2007 at 4:27am] |
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Well, Im at Molly's house and we're supposed to be sleeping. However, we're both filled to the brim with adderal. We were supposed to be good friends and call Joe back but that never happened :x (or happens). PS. There was a sweet photoshoot and they're mostly on my myspace, so if you love me and you're my friend on myspace then you should comment them. And even if you don't love me, and you aren't my friend on myspace, go add me then comment them anyway. Fucking losers :[ who doesn't love me?
( or to make it easier )
yeah. theres a strong possibilty those are all fucked up because i'm on molly's dell and proxies + pictures = not so awesome.
PS someone should make me an animated thing with those last two pictures because I want to but I just realized that when i restored my computer, animation shop got baleeted :[ boooo.
oh and make me signs, bitches.
peace.
edit @ 6:14am windows has launched it's competition against myspace and opened "live spaces" or some shit like that. anytway, molly and I made one and they really suck but go get one anyway.
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| 2006 (again i know) |
[Thursday
January 4th, 2007 at 7:23pm] |
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Go to your Calendar and find the first and last entry for each month of 2006.
Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review."
(Or whatever line you think is most appropriate.)
( woosh )
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| he doesn't KILL puppies. he HAS KILLED puppies. |
[Monday
January 1st, 2007 at 11:58am] |
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Lump Presidents of the United States of America |
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Ohhhhh my. What a way to ring in the new year. Wooow.
I have a lot of new years resolutions, but i can't think of them right now.
I had an amazing time at Anna's party, so, just some highlights.
- DRINKING and lots of it
- Smoking in Anna's bathroom
- Alex making out with ME at Midnight (not so much a highlight as i just got date raped by Alex Geronimo. lolz)
- Making out with Anna [willingly ;(]
- MORE DRINKING
- Vomiting :[[
- Getting groped by a JARED ["Man, I really like boobs. It's too bad I have no need for them. See, im touching some girls nipple right now and I don't even care"]
- Getting my stomach blown on by Jared
- Joey eating cheese balls off my stomach
- Cuddlin' with Jer Bear
- Anna running around with her tig ole' bitties hanging out
- More vomiting
- Trying to sleep and just getting up every 5 minutes to puke ;[
- Chillin' in the bathroom with Syreeta and Brian for like 4 hours.
- Lots of puking.
- Everyone waking up and hungoverness.
- Lots of fucking rain
- IHOP
Yeah. it was amazing. I'd elaborate but i think i may die lol.
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| lolz copyandpaste |
[Thursday
December 28th, 2006 at 9:33pm] |
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My world Mindless Self Indulgence |
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Three days after Christmas and I finally update! I hope all of you had a good one. I'm not going to bother you with all the things I got, but I did get a cell phone and a sewing machine. I'm excited.
I got a headache yesterday at 3 and it didn't go away until about three hours ago. So, basicallly, I spent much of yesterday and today being sick, but I was out and about with BJ yesterday. We went to Carrianne's and took shots of really bad rum. It was pathetic.
I've been really cold all day. But today is one of those days where I just don't feel like doing anything, so I spent most of it wishing I knew where my HK slippers were and being emo. I tried to talk to Molly, but she's busy with her family. I also watched a movie today called "Ssssss", which was really fucking weird.
I've been looking at colleges lately, and I really want to (even though virtually IMPOSSIBLE) go to SCAD. They have a fucking amazing fashion program, and I could get my MFA (master of fine arts) in fashion design. It's going to be hard work, so I'm going back to hittin the books.
There are a million new year resolutions I'm working on. 2007 is going to be a completely new year for me. I'm turning over a new leaf. I'm going to be healthy, clean, and productive. I think I may start a fashion portfolio, too.
I am so excited for this year. New look, new me, new people. I feel kinda bad about the new people, but it's only holding me back.
Woosh. Here I come 2007!
( shocking resemblance? )
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| dfgxhggr |
[Sunday
December 24th, 2006 at 6:21pm] |
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Curse of Curves Cute is what we aim for |
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i'll probably update again tomorrow but here you are now
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah (shalom!), Happy Kwanzaa (to all my brothaas) and Happy Ramadan (praise Allah)
yeah I'm a biggot. shoot me. not really plz :[
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| oh fuck no! its the fucking aliens! ohhh goodNESS! |
[Saturday
December 23rd, 2006 at 1:55am] |
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Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn hellogoodbye |
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Christmas Eve is tomorrow and I haven't gone shopping yet :[[[[ So... I think I'm doing that today.. yeah.
Well, I hate holidays and this time of year usually sucks, but I'm pretty jazzed about this year and all the sweet shit I'm getting. Hopefully, when I go to my grandma's on x-mas eve, I'll open a box containing this or this. I'm hoping the latter.
Other than that, I asked for clothes. Or money to buy clothes. I really need pants and skirts but skirts are imfuckingpossible to find for some reason. I think I'll just sew a bunch of skirts or something.
Molly ordered me a Clandestine polo but it probably won't be here until January because Petey is so poopular ;[
Molly's mom bought me fake nails.. they click and are pretty fucking neat.
Joe = bought me something? Excitement?
And so on an so forth. Also, I've been thinking a lot lately about going out and getting my ears pierced, and maybe something involving my face. Oh and I've been thinking about going all Audrey on your asses and getting extensions. y/n?
Someone buy me this for my birthday plz?
Mmmmmm 2007 here I fucking come.
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| "boys like you are overrated" |
[Friday
December 22nd, 2006 at 12:38pm] |
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( I stole these from Hillary's deadjournal, it makes more sense than it would if I said it )
In about 20 minutes I'm going to go get some nails did with Molly. It should be exciting, if I ever get off my fatass and go get dressed for it. Sweet.
I spent the night at Jessi's house last night, but I didn't get there until 9:30ish. We hung around and made spinach artichoke dip. We smoked in her attic. It was silly.
I'm pretty sure this cake I baked Joe is just a stale hunk of sugar now. Right. I refuse to eat it. I doubt we'll ever take it to him, so maybe later I'll throw it in the street and then cry about it for an hour or so.
Wooow. It's winter break again. I keep forgetting that. It scares me how much things have changed. I can't believe it.
My dad is painting my room right now. I think another little piece of me died. I'm running out of little pieces! I really am going to die eventually!
PS: I FUCKING HATE THE NEW LJ FORMAT
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| o rly? |
[Wednesday
December 20th, 2006 at 10:10pm] |
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Yule shoot your eye out Fall out boy |
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molly make sense: come cookies
molly make sense: some*
fashionblowtokyo: .....
molly make sense: FUCK
molly make sense: FUCK THAT
fashionblowtokyo: riiighhtt.
fashionblowtokyo: we're just gonna pretend like you didn't say that
molly make sense: yes please do
molly make sense: AHAHAHAHAHAHHA
molly make sense: I SAID "COME COOKIES"
molly make sense: AAHAHAHHAHAHA
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| what the fuck LJ, stop getting ugly. |
[Saturday
December 16th, 2006 at 11:51am] |
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Well it's winter break. I'm excited. And I'm basically free for the next three weeks, so every one should make plans with me. Mmmmkay. So here's whats on my calendar so far:
Saturday (Today): Show at Alleykatz
Sunday: NOTHING CAUSE MOLLY HAS A BOYFRIEND NOW
Monday: Cake baking
Tuesday: Cake giving (and lots of sex. okay not really)
Uhh thats about it. Throw in some Anna, some Molly, and some Jessi and thats probably all I'll do for the next few weeks.
(Anna lets go on a roadtrip)
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| cookies and milk |
[Tuesday
December 12th, 2006 at 11:09pm] |
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just spent all of my day off doing nothing.
looking forward tomorrow being a very bad day.
goodnight.
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| dying. |
[Sunday
December 10th, 2006 at 4:40pm] |
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i have no one on livejournal anymore, so i don't update too often but eh.
i drank coffee a few hours ago and my stomach is completely hating me for it. i think i may throw up.
i dont think my parents understand just how badly i need new clothes for christmas. I hardly wear anything i own now. blah sucks to being poor.
i have one week until no school for three weeks. i'm trying to figure out if it will be filled with depression and hating myself or gingerbread lattes and boyfriends. i'm hoping the latter. i'd much rather spend winter break making out then feeling bad for myself like i did last year. oh and it's def. been a year since last relationshipy thing. kudos to me for being a freak and knowing that.
oh well atleast no one can call me a slut for not waiting long enough. i'm over it.
man everytime i try to update my words get lost. oh well. i'm sad and lonely right now. i'm gonna go take a shower and stop feeling ugly.
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